Confused!! December 8, 2008

No work for the next 3 days!!!! so happy about that. Word press changed it all wierd now cant figure out things anyway finally I found out how to make a new post. Today I had an online chat with her was wierd because the last time we talked online it was about when I come vist her what should I bring for her and today I was like ‘hey how r u’ ,  ’sorry to disturb you’ , ‘yeah havent talked to in a while’ the formal talk how did it go from ‘ i miss you like crazy’ to ’sorry to disturb you’ I dont know really it sort of happend so fast I cant even think about it, its too painful to reminisce. The worst thing is that I know I still feel the same for her and deep inside I know she feels the same but how can I tell her that Iam not sure if I even should is it a good idea? Or shall I try to forget her and move on? I tried really hard I did try to forget her but I just can’t its too late I’m stuck on for her I can’t move on its been almost a year now and nothing has changed OHHHH this sucks I should just call her and let it all out once and for all this thing is killing me can’t handle it anymore!!!